who is KaLA?

a not-so-average kinda definately not next door kinda weird but yet normal kinda crazy yet ultimately grounded kinda girl

an educator in training, training to educate

just all of 23, and yet so fast 24.


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ah so life's like shit, so what

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Gracia

Rae

Shanker

Selva

Pearline

Weizhen

Kaiwei

Gan

sordid yawn past

  1. September 2007
  1. October 2007
  1. November 2007
  1. December 2007
  1. January 2008
  1. February 2008
  1. March 2008
  1. April 2008
  1. May 2008
  1. June 2008
  1. August 2008
  1. December 2008
  1. January 2009
  1. February 2009
  1. April 2009
  1. May 2009
  1. June 2009


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have been mood swinging past few days.

suprisingly, xcept when im in NIE. cuz im surrounded by crazy ppl who make me laugh and make any stressful situation seem manageable.


but after that, its like a bloody pendulum.


maybe its cuz im starting to fast..and its a real strict fast this year cuz of me poking and all..so i cant even buy food from stalls and my maid packs like ultra-light meals and im always hungry and craving for sweet pastries.


maybe its cuz im ultra broke. i have an avg of $4 per day to survive till next pay day. so its really a blessing in disguise about not buyin food from stalls thingee..


maybe its cuz work is getting to me with my numerous thousands of assignments and i have new (to add on to the already numerous) pimples sprouting.


maybe its cuz people who i thought i knew very well, i found out i dun really know..and ppl who i were so close to, seem like random strangers


maybe its cuz the stress with dance (and sitar) is getting to me. and i know i must soon make a choice that will either make or break me.


maybe its bcuz i tried on my old crescent uniform for a video im putting up..and i CANT FIT. IM FAT FAT FAT FAT.


maybe its cuz my bf asked me to spend vdae evening with him.....at his family's function with dozens of other ppl.


arghghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.


thou shall not curse; thou is on a fast; ohmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.




on another note.got my posting.shall not type it out here cuz i dunno where this may end up..but im hoping everything works out for the best. am gonna go in with a positive mindset and knock everyone off their socks.


HERE COMES SUPERTEACHER!!!


and now im craving for a cold cold glass of coke with fruit tarts from delifrance. the ones with the huge peach and strawberry. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH