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just all of 23, and yet so fast 24.
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i have recieved news that there are indeed people reading my blog so for these 4 people i shall continue blogging. hah.
its the mid-sem break and i was just lamenting to niran over dinner that we have all lost true meaning of what a BREAK is..
instead of feeling rejuvenated and fresh, eager for another half of a semester, i will be drained, brain-dead and tired, not lookng forward to another 6 weeks of madd-ass rushing and assignments, tests and exams..
have been spending 3 out of my 4 break dAys so far in N-U-BLOODY-S!
SIGH but i only have myself to blame..when i feel like taking a break my guilt system kicks in and i have sleepless nites peppered with nightmares of getting kicked out of nus during my last sem cuz i failed every module..cuz i ACTUALLY took a break during a break..serious. that's wad happened to me ydae nite..
IS it the singapore system which made the students this way or the students who created this?
i think its us..we could ALL choose to relax and sepak one corner, take a short trip to bintan/thailand/malaysia (i.e local spring break), attend some wild parties and totally chill out..but we do not..cuz we're so scared of the competition we face (i know i am)
then we get all kiausu and use this time to catch up on all our work..and get ahead so that the next 6 weeks can be spent more usefully..
i mean yes, we do get tons of mid-term assignments, essasys to hand in, presentations to prepare for, tests to study for..but so do all the other students in other unis around the world..but we are one of the few who actually spend our break STUDYING..so i guess its our fault..
or.
its just me and my friends who are slogging over the break and im being a total geek and embarrasing myself even more by posting this...
whatever.my soci textbook is calling out to me "kaalaaaaaa..dun slacckkk..u have an assignment to hand innnn...you're gonna get kicked out of nussssssss"
well i guess i've gotten over e loss of my wallet..
well no not really.
but im trying to cheer myself up..and was cheered up aplenty when my wonderful bf bought me a new braun bauffel wallet!
yipeeeeee
it is mighty pricey (for me the girl who buys glittery 5.90 pouches for wallets) but i loveeee it! *muacks*
besides that im SICK! i sound super sexy now and i can't smell a thing but at least i dun FEEL too bad todae..but i decided to give practical a miss and stay home and recuperate before i have to leave for tuition in a while..
valentine's this year came and went..as usual we didn't do much..we're not much of a "celebrate things" couple.so it was just a normal dinner + movie night out on fridae..as i was busy giving tuition on vdae itself! haahha.
went night safari ydae with vanithaka and KK..ahahahhaa...vanithaka had this family pass thing from her company so she plus 2 more ppl could go free to attractions like zoo sentosa etcx etc...they day before they had gone to sentosa so we decided to visit the nocturnal animals..
was not too bad..really dark..and no flash allowed so i dun have much pics..animals never fail to fascinate me..cuz i dun belief in the notion that we're the only beings with 6th sense..
im sure they do too..they're just nicer and kinder then us and dun use it to exploit us and our habitats...
it is estimated that in 50 years time there will be no more rainforests left in e world!
man. im rethinking my "5-children" family plan..what kind of world would they live in??
kk commented that we'd prob invaded another planet by then..prob mars or sth..hahaha..
oh well really sad world we live in..and im one to talk..i think i use the most electricity in my house..what with charging my laptop + hp + mp3 + psp + camera..argh..
ok shall try to cut down on my usages..maybe multitask and charge all thru my laptop..hahaha..but seriosuly..i refuse plastic bags if i can stuff my purchases into my huge bags (now u know why i carry large bags), i dun wear fur cats and other endangered species and i try to do my bit to save the environment..
haiks shall try more..maybe i will request for a recycle bin thingee for my area..
alright am gonna sleep for a while..eyes feeling all HOT...
hmm does anyone even read this anymore?
i miss my walleetttttttttt...
my beautiful soft leather brown wallet..filled with cards...my pictures..my love..
GIVE IT BACK TO ME!!!!!!!!!!
and i will bless u for life...
whoever you are.
haiks.
i want to go live on a farm.
wheee end of the week!
the weekend looms over my head and the only thing i can think about is the amount of work i have to do during the next two days so that i dun get piled with work over the next week!
sigh..and hereith begins an undergraduate life..which i should not be complaining about since im gonna be missing it much in a few months time..
ok am effectively shutting up about school. cuz it just leads to a circle..first i'll complain about it..then i'll start talking about how much i'll miss it..then i'll start feeling sobby and nostalgic then i'll start reminiscing on the past..and yada yada yada..
rite. shutting up.
am missing my vik very much these days..i dunno why cuz we rarely meet often anyways..so i'm usually used to not metting him in 2 weeks or sth..but dunno why..hmmm..feel like meeting him tmr and spending the day with him but he's working and so will only get to meet him at night at e function.. where about 20 or so other people will be there..and most of them are HIS family and HIS friends so i wun get much time with him aniweis. haiks.
its so weird seeing me type this cuz i RARELY miss him. mygod am i menopausing?!? *GASP*
aniweis i HAVE TO blog about this..like a few weeks ago (ok this is really outdated) i was watching the 130am suntv movies cuz i needed some noise accompanienment to study..and GOD i can't stress enough how PISSED i was after watching that movie!!!
here's what the movie is about...
A(man) and B(woman) are married. they have a beautiful life together. young couple, very loving and both quite good-looking (played by Sivakumar and Lekshmi respectively..it was a 1980s movie...)..
only problem is that they're childless and have been trying for quite some time...add more pressure by A's dad who lives with them and keeps commenting that he wants a grandSON to play with..note..its grand-"SON"..
sexist point number 1.
aniweis during one of the scenes..they *flash-back* to their 1st year anniversary..where A has just returned from Bangkok *sawadee* for a business trip and B is unpacking his luggage for him..and finds a comb with a long strand of hair.
after much drama..A admits that he had sex with a women in bkk cuz according to him "he was lonely and there was a women wanting him and SO its not his fault.."
sexist point number 2...
and ALTHOUGH B cries like a lot and screams and trashes about..she eventually forgives him when he promises he wun do it again..AND EVEN CONCEDES THAT HE COULDNT HELP IT and goes ahead to ahem-ahem with him THAT SAME VERY DAY!!
sexist point number 3..
aniweis back to current day..so after some time..they find a cyst in both her ovaries and had to remove her womb..so B can't get pregnant. ever *ba baaaam*
her COW-HERD tells her how he got his cow impregnanted with a sperm of a bull in another city cuz he wanted strong calves. so she gets a idea... *surrogacy* and so decides to look for a surrogate mum..in comes in C (played by a very slim sexy Sri Priya)..a wannabe-actress who will agree to do it for $..
B manages to convince A and he agrees cuz he just wants her to be happy AAAAAAw. yah.rite.
aniweis C gets impregnanted with the sperm (by a doctor of course) and so far, A and C never met as B doesnt want them to.. fearing A will get seduced by her..hmm..wonder why..
she keeps C in her guest house very very far away and sets rules that she is not to leave e house, make phone calls etc..but C itchy hand and thru circumstances will happend to find out who A is..and will fall in love with him... oooh..
then A will also find out but not interested in her..just wants to find out how the carrier of his child is..she though starts lusting for him and wants to continously see him and even blames him saying that HIS child (im guessing the hormones) are making her feel that way...
A then feels bad and comes back to see C. then. they end up having a r'ship!!!!! not only do they secretly see each other, they take a trip together lying to B. A lies that he has a business meeting and C lies that her mum is dying and she needs to go see her. during that trip they have sex. and im guessing it continues even after that trip.
B finds out A lied to her as she called his office. A screams at her saying to mind her own business. B gets sad but blames it on HERSELF saying a man can do a 1000 things and she shdn't get suspicious over everything.
Sexist point number 4.
B then also finds out C has been having sex cuz dr told her during a check-up. she gets VERY upset and stops talking to C, saying that she betrayed her and everything is going wrong and blabla
C goes into labour and rushed to e hospital where she demands to want to see A. B is confused cuz she assumes they have never met before. She then overhears C telling everything to the doctor. obviously she cries and struggles and leaves e hospital.
A comes in with his dad and dad says A has told him what has happened. A'S DAD FORGIVES THEM AS HE SAID THEY BOTH COULDNT HELP IT cuz pregnant women usually want to be with their husbands so ITS NOT THEIR FAULT!!! hello is Mr A suffering from hormonal imbalance too????
BLOODY STUPID SEXIST POINT 5.
C gives birth, passes baby to A and says she's leaving cuz she feels bad for betraying B.
NOW SHE FEELS BAD.
but B has left e house and went dunno-where. A is remorseful and puts out a newspaper add looking for her, saying that the child needs a mother...
B comes back but says she is only there as a maid to look after e child and refuses to forgive B.
i was so happy to see this..
then......A COUGHS. AND B RUSHES TO HIS SIDE. AND THEY MAKE UP.
THE MOVIE ENDS.
WHAT DA??????????
so a man can cheat as many times as he wants on his wife??? and he will get forgiven if he coughs/sneezes/hiccups????
such a bloody fucking sexist movie! was so pissed after watching it i was fuming and cldnt even sleep..and kept dreaming about chopping off men's heads..arghhhhh. and i can't believed the women agreet to act in it! arghhhh!!!!!!!! and i think it became a hit!!! *faints*
so so angry..why do indian women forgive cheating so easily? is it expected in a indian marriage? like in the Manual of Indian Marriages its written..
Rule #511 If men cheats, forgive him, he can't help it. Instead have more sex with him because its YOUR fault he's cheating! naughty naughty wife! burn yourself!!
if vik ever cheats on me, i will castrate him and NEVER forgive him.
i know "never say never" but i've seen enough of cheating/phillandering bfs/husbands and i dunno how people can forgive. maybe some can bring themselves to cuz they dun wan2 see sth that was so wonderful end cuz of a mistake. but all i can think about is "he cheated.he can do it again"
and the worst is women thinking its their fault cuz they haven given their men enough to be satisfied so its NATURAL for them to want more.
bullshit. if men think they are not getting enough. TALK TO THE WOMEN. if u can't reach a commen consensus GIVE IN! *either one* or stop being so HORNY!!
i dunno maybe im too harsh. i do know of some men who were truly remourseful and had to go through hell to prove that they are changed. but if it ever was me..even if i forgive him, i would never truly trust him again.
i mean, if they truly love you, why go looking for more? would he forgive u if u went sleeping ard? i dun think so.
argh. stupid movie.
ok just wanted to rant..