who is KaLA?
a not-so-average kinda definately not next door kinda weird but yet normal kinda crazy yet ultimately grounded kinda girl
an educator in training, training to educate
just all of 23, and yet so fast 24.
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yes its true. i AM alive
hello all! just a lil shout out..
feeling loads better now.i talked things out with the people i should talk to and its all gooood now... just swamped with work and lack of sleeeeep..
work is so far so good *cross fingers* hope it remains that way..im just dying for some sleepp..so NIGHT!!!!
LOVELOVE
kala
shopping loves
retail therapy definately helps.especially when its coupled with 2 best gurlfriends and sushi
never felt better this whole week :)
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its time to leave some things behind. its getting too much to handle. everything is engulfing me and i never realised till its too late. it seems sudden but its coming for some time. some things i need to sacrifice. some aspects of my life.
the thing is.
what?
whatever.
whatever. just whatever.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED TO BE ALONE. maybe i shd just go watch a movie alone. havent got anyone to watch with anyways.
up.down.up.down.up.down.down.down.down.down.
have been mood swinging past few days.
suprisingly, xcept when im in NIE. cuz im surrounded by crazy ppl who make me laugh and make any stressful situation seem manageable.
but after that, its like a bloody pendulum.
maybe its cuz im starting to fast..and its a real strict fast this year cuz of me poking and all..so i cant even buy food from stalls and my maid packs like ultra-light meals and im always hungry and craving for sweet pastries.
maybe its cuz im ultra broke. i have an avg of $4 per day to survive till next pay day. so its really a blessing in disguise about not buyin food from stalls thingee..
maybe its cuz work is getting to me with my numerous thousands of assignments and i have new (to add on to the already numerous) pimples sprouting.
maybe its cuz people who i thought i knew very well, i found out i dun really know..and ppl who i were so close to, seem like random strangers
maybe its cuz the stress with dance (and sitar) is getting to me. and i know i must soon make a choice that will either make or break me.
maybe its bcuz i tried on my old crescent uniform for a video im putting up..and i CANT FIT. IM FAT FAT FAT FAT.
maybe its cuz my bf asked me to spend vdae evening with him.....at his family's function with dozens of other ppl.
arghghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
thou shall not curse; thou is on a fast; ohmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
on another note.got my posting.shall not type it out here cuz i dunno where this may end up..but im hoping everything works out for the best. am gonna go in with a positive mindset and knock everyone off their socks.
HERE COMES SUPERTEACHER!!!
and now im craving for a cold cold glass of coke with fruit tarts from delifrance. the ones with the huge peach and strawberry. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH