who is KaLA?
a not-so-average kinda definately not next door kinda weird but yet normal kinda crazy yet ultimately grounded kinda girl
an educator in training, training to educate
just all of 23, and yet so fast 24.
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mahjong is fun.
i now know how to play mahjong. YAY-st!
i also now know how it feels to be dead from exhaustion.
i really shd be sleeping. so i am going to.
nitey nite
lovelove,
Kala
2 28am
always Daddy's little girl
sometimes i feel, no matter how old i get, my father will never get tired of asking the same old questions.
where are u going?
what time u coming back?
why so late?
why do u need to go?
why every week got friends' bday?
why got so many friends?
what do u mean "go out for fun"?
cannot have fun at home ah?
what do u mean ure just going out? must have reason right?
why you keep going out?
don't forget you're a girl. stop acting like a guy.
its not safe. dun forget you're a girl.
ure a girl u know, dun come back so late.
what will people say, you're a girl.
why do u need to go to club? ure a girl.
what business u have to do so late? ure a girl.
but appa. sometimes i wish u'll realise, i am not just a little girl anymore. i have grown into what some poeple call a "woman"
and i need my own space. i need to breathe. i can't be reporting to you for every single thing. i cant be justifying my every social outing. i cant be writing a thesis as to WHY i need to hang out, for no apparent reason. i cant be going out at 8 and coming back at 10.
i know u love me and only say all these cuz u care for me and dun want to see me hurt. but i just wish u'll let me live my life.
its no more the 1960s. or 70s. or 80s. or 90s. girls are safe in singapore. that's why we live here. i wun get raped cuz i come back a bit later. i might, but i know how to take care of myself. i wun get drunk because there is alcohol around me. i know self-control.
i know u see horrible things when ure out driving taxi. and i know u pray everyday that im not involved in them. but appa, im not them. i know what im doing. i'm almost 24. that's the age amma got married to you. that's e age umaka gave birth to navina. i am getting OLDER. i need to do my own things.
i know ure trying and ure slowly letting go. ure not all that bad.
u let me have the car as and when i want.
u let me go out eveutally, after interrogating me.
u call me every half an hour to check on me.
u usually give in to me and let me brainwash u, even though u know im doing it.
u get me everything i want.
u cajole me when i lose my temper and come and appologize to me for making me upset.
u try so hard to be a modern dad, even though yr tradionalist values are so strong.
u let me have my tattoo just cause i pouted and frowned for a week.
u trust me to make mature decisions regarding my education and career.
u let me holiday wherever i want, with whoever i want, whenever i want.
u give me so much more freedom then u ever gave Umaka and that u ever will give Sangithah.
u let me manipulate your soft heart to give me so much leeway.
u always give in to me no matter what, resulting in Umaka and sangithah complaning and amma sighing
u always never fail to tell me "i love u ma" after u scold me.
u never fail to say "yes" even though amma has just said "no". just cause i said please and gave u those puppy dog eyes.
u never once regretted not having boys.
u always buy me HL milk just cause i once said i liked drinking milk at night.
u teach me yr "taxi-driver" short cuts that would amaze anyone.
u trust my decision about vik and let me be
u make stupid jokes and cracks that make me wonder if its from u i get my sense of humour from
u work so hard for us that ure body is acting up now, and it makes me ache.
that is why dad, im acting out here on my blog. instead of telling you to yr face.
i love you dad, but pls pls. loosen up. MUACKS.
lovelove, your little girl,
kala
27/01/2009
yes life goes on
just came back from newton circus dinner + dempsey PS cafe dessert with the girls and rae's bf Josh. was nice and fun as usual, always nice hanging out with the girls :) miss them. miss crescent days. we keep reminiscing and laughing crazy over the silly things..
aniweis Josh is pretty great n sweet n laughs politely at our not-funny jokes and says the nice polite things but its early days still. hahaha. he has to tahan us for at least a year before the madness shows. lol
drove all of them home and reached home abt an hour ago.
its ALMOST the end of week 2 at NIE. another 4 more weeks before i start my practicum! ARFGH TOO FASTTTT!!
tmr have a presentation. i'm currently harbouring a huge sekret (not-so-rigght-now) crush on my tutor. he's cute cute cute cute, well-dressed and teaches philiipines martial arts 4 times a week!!!!
he even had e bruise to show it, and i think i was staring too intently at it during my grp's consultation with him that he eventually said " well kala has been staring at my bruise so i think its only right that i tell u'll, that besides my day job here, i teach ....."
super MALU!!! hahahha but then i had to avoid staring at his bruise (it was facing RIGHT at me!) and look ard his office and saw pictures of him and his gorgeous wife. sigh.
heartbreak.
yes vik and i are still together. lol.
so aniiweiss tmr is that tutor's class presentation and i feel rather nervous cuz i have e need to impress him. but i really dunno what to do. we're meetin early to run thru our stuff and i hope it turns out fine.
im real tired and am just going to bed..so i ccan look nice n fresh for my tutor. hahahaha.
lovelove. - 16/1/09, 1: 18 am -
hello. no change.
ok im officially tired and sick.yes not sick and tired, but tired and sick..
thank god the sick thing is getting better but tired thing is getting worse..was writing down the due dates of all my assignments in my planner and they're all ridiculously NEAR!!!
arghhh die die die.
other than that, things are OK. nt great..but i am definately gonna be broke for e next 3 months paying off my stupid thing. haiks.
NIE is bearable cuz of e crazy friends i have..makin me laugh..makin my stomach ache..making the long breaks seem a lil shorter..thanks my dears..
the sex module is nth like i expected. first of all, its not xciting!! the teacher is rather reserved, and its only fun cuz of e crazy friends i have..ah-lian la, cunning penis la..hahaha..but e module itself is rather dry..so technical..and the lecturer seems so..er...hmm..for a lack of a better word, "safe"
MAYBE i shd have taken counselling instead..or delinquent youths!! Dr Huang is taking it, and she is SUCH a fun lecturer. we had lunch with her last week and she's so great la..i never tot i'll be able to have lunch with a lecturer and yet have fun. lol
OK getting tired. need to do assignments.. need to wake up at 6am for ponggal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at least i'll have good food tmr..arhgfdg got tuition. food will get cold. bish bish.
2009 really sucks man.
bad bad 2009. naughty 2009.
this has not been a good year. well at least it can only get better...
still on the ♥ thing.
alriteee im back, wow not bad, im being regular.
school starting on mondae arsgfjgfdg. the only good thing is that i get to go back-to-school shopping
STATIONARY!!!! YEAH!!! *EUPHORIA*
yes.ima nerd.
♥♥♥♥♥
so in love with that...
well its a brand new year. happy new year ya'll. yes i shd have started this post with that title, but waddyagonnado.
had a crazyyyy-ass time with the whole extended family of mum's side at east coast.
it was crazzyyy. firsta ofall, it was real last minute. after much co-ordinating by the cousins, we got stuff organized and agreed to meet at east coast macs at 9pm..
so obviously we all only met at 1030.
yes indian standard timing (from now on referred to as IST)
getting to east coast was sucha headache..jam was sooo bad..i tot everyone was supposed to go marina bay?? aniweis we finally reached and cldnt find parking!! had to use e valet services and so had to pay like 5 bucks extra. but that's better than just waiting for a lot.
secured a place right smack in front of 7/11..i think we were quite lucky to get that spot..arranged all e mats and laid our mee gorengs, drinks, curry puffs, curd rice etc haha so tamilan..
lucky for us (again), there was this damn happening grp situated right next to us..this drums grp, like STOMP but by a bucnha locals. they were REAL good!!! soon a HUGE crowd was gathered around them and there was an air of festivity...music, so bohemian and cuban with the drums and all..
all of us began dancing around where we were, so goood i tell u..finally clock struck 12 and we popped our (non-alcoholic) champagne and started spraying foam and crazy stuff and dancing on the streets..absolute mayhem!!! esp when the people doing it are yr 50 year-old aunties and uncles!!!!!!!!!!
ahahaha but it was reallllll fun la hahahahahah
then we just sat there n talk cock..and played charades TILL BLOODY 6 AM!!!!!!!
i dunno how da hell we did it la..we din even feel tired till abt 5 plus hahaha..so funny la charades..its super funny..no words can describe how hilarious it was..
except HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
OH. and we also witnessed a fight btw a grp of Indian nationals and Local malays. so kewl. my cuzin was getting ready for his turn for charades..
" ok 8 words..1st word..3 syllables..EH GOT FIGHT LA"
wow quite scary. they were literally punching each other and one guy was doing it while smoking and they were like pouncing on each other wow so kewl.
aniweis after buyin bfast from Macs, we went home and by e time i showered and slept was 8 BLOODY AM!!!!
so tired man. and the whole new years day went off in a daze and its now 3 30am on 2nd jan. haiks.
but im glad i got to spend the beginning of my year with my darling family..and im so grateful for them..lets hope the coming year will be great!
off to bed now peeps. ♥ ♥
♥,
Kala