who is KaLA?
a not-so-average kinda definately not next door kinda weird but yet normal kinda crazy yet ultimately grounded kinda girl
an educator in training, training to educate
just all of 23, and yet so fast 24.
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of NIE, fieldtrips and dance.
i'm alive i'm alive!!
back in nie now..just another 1 and a half weeks to go..its kinda bittersweet..becuase after this i would be a full-fledged teacher with no mini-breaks in between where i can switch off..and i am DEFINATELY gonna miss my NIE friends who have made these past 3 weeks or so fun and bearable..
but then again, starting my career proper is another adventure...
my throat hurts real bar if i can be sick enough to take MC tmr..sigh..
been SUPER bz with dance..am involved in a dance production which is gonna be on july3rd, and we're having classes like 3-4 times a week..this sunday is e photoshoot for e brochure...its quite big-scale for shruti laya..and i just hope everything goes well..
and here's a peekture we took@macritchie..one of the 3 agonizing filedtrips we had to go for..but twas fun cuz of insane company! nitey nite ppl! *muah*
i miss studying
as most of my year4 friends start to end their final exmas, and are facebook-statu-ing their happiness at ending exams and plotting schemes on how to celebrate this great achievement, i is feeling sad....why, you ask?
because, I GOT NOTHING TO CELEBRATE!!!
i used to look forward to e end of exams, cuz its e period of celebrations, celebratory-clubbing, celebratory-dinners, celebratory-sleep, celebratory-holidays etc etc.
but now, nothing to celebrate.
celebrate what?
celebrate my students ending their exams? i still have to mark the thousands of scripts! nth to celebrate!
celebrate holidaus? i still have to come back for holiday lessons and plan for the next semester! nth to celebrate!
celebrate my kids doing well in exmas? i still have to conduct lessons and go back to work the next day! nth to celebrate!<
damn pathetic man.
i miss studying.
yes yes, i know. there are other things i can celebrate now, that i couldn't before..
like..
promotions
buying a new car
friends getting married
eventually..myself getting married
and the list goes on...
but still, i miss studying
thankfully, next week, i will have a month-long of pseudo-schooling, back to NIE, back to not-so-early mornings, back to 3 or 4 day weeks, back to 2-4 hour school days, back to JEANS AND TEEs...FOR THE LAST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:(
and this is who i am now
so today marks the first year anniv of me attaining my license. gosh i still can't belive i can actually drive. hahahha.
NO MORE P PLATE YEAH!
school so far..is...hmmm...INTERESTING.
there are UPS ups and DOWN DOWN downs. its tiring and rejuvenating, its frustrating and relaxing. the kids can make u feel like killing them or yourself, and can also make you smile and laugh out loud. you can sometimes feel that everything you do is worth shit, and at other times, feel that you're really making a difference. in all, its definately never boring..
the up-sides : the KIDS, the colleagues, the never-boring days, the school-holidays
the down-sides: the KIDS, the endless lesson plans, the EARLY EARLY starts and the not-so-early ends (i work an average of 10 hour days), the school-holidays (we dun really enjoy them btw), and...the KIDS
but all in all, i've come to love my kids. yes, even though i feel like murdering most of the time. they're all different, they do unexpected things, they act up and ruin your day once, and then act like complete angels the next. they make funny jokes but i cant laugh, they keep me young, they keep me in check with the "cool" stuff and lingo, they keep me grounded.
but
they ALSO never shut up, talk shit which doesnt make sense, manage to piss you off more just when you thought u couldn't get any more pissed, disrespect u and think its fine, they give u compliments just to get off the hook for doing the wrong things, they blame YOU for the bad things they do and did i mention, they NEVER SHUT UP.
teaching is definately not for the faint-hearted. or those looking for a "normal" job. and so far, im liking it.
except waking up at bloody 6am and having to sleep before 12. SUCKS MAN!!!!
yes its true. i AM alive
hello all! just a lil shout out..
feeling loads better now.i talked things out with the people i should talk to and its all gooood now... just swamped with work and lack of sleeeeep..
work is so far so good *cross fingers* hope it remains that way..im just dying for some sleepp..so NIGHT!!!!
LOVELOVE
kala
shopping loves
retail therapy definately helps.especially when its coupled with 2 best gurlfriends and sushi
never felt better this whole week :)
detach
its time to leave some things behind. its getting too much to handle. everything is engulfing me and i never realised till its too late. it seems sudden but its coming for some time. some things i need to sacrifice. some aspects of my life.
the thing is.
what?
whatever.
whatever. just whatever.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED TO BE ALONE. maybe i shd just go watch a movie alone. havent got anyone to watch with anyways.